I'm Gabi, and I want to fall in love with myself -- fearlessly and hopelessly in love. I know it's time.

I've been in love before. I shared a magical connection for over three years with a wonderful boy I'll call G. He was my best friend. He remains in my life, but that relationship is but a faint memory of sweeter times. I was never in love with myself, though -- neither was he with himself. That was our problem. Self-doubt consumed us and clouded the joy. We were both great people who didn't realize it; that was the downfall of our greatness together. And here I am, weeks later, respecting his journey and eager to live out my own. 

This isn't truly an introduction, is it? Hello, anyways.

All these words in this space are and will be raw and from the heart (I'm not expecting many readers anyways). This little corner of the internet exists for myself, without fear of judgement. 

I don't know what I'm going to say. I don't even know who I am yet (most 18-year-olds don't have their shit together, anyways). But I felt called to do this, to create this. I have made a conscious decision to honor my intuition and to document my journey to leading a life of love, health, and happiness. 

So, here it goes.




Gabrielle de Coster